Charlie LucasThursday, December 03, 2009
Can you imagine me, a poor black man, get up one morning and tell my family that I'm fixing to do the Story of the Tin Man and people was going to seek me out for many different things...
(after his dream) I told my kids to write up this statement about what I was saying and I went to friends' houses to sign this. I said, "I'm fixing to do the Story of the Tin Man and I would like for you to to sign this saying that I come to you and told you this story."
They signed it just to get him out of their homes. Spoke poorly about him afterwards. But his dream was true. And it's still becoming true, and he lives by its 'rules' to this day.
See, the things people don't understand about an artist, when the idea come in his head, it faces many other ideas. So the thing is, is to take that one of out of the way. That way, the rest of 'em don't jump on it and go to fighting with it.
That's why I tell people, I don't want to keep up with this, I just want to create with it. I don't want to feel like this is the other side of me that I should have went to school, that I should have wrote the names and the titles and all that. Yes, I should have that. But I don't have it. And the more I try to do it, the more frustrated it gets in my head. Then it distracts me from other things that I want to do. And then I'm stuck over into a world that I don't even know how to swim in.So I drown in it.
The discipline will give you the speaking language to it.That's the part you got to practice every day. It'll give you the speaking language. That way, you can walk and see something and it'll speak back to you, say, "Here I am, this is where you need to take me over to this part of yourself." And it'll tell you what it is. But if you running after it just because you want the name and the fame and stuff, it ain't gonna talk to you.